Living a Solar Myth of Creative Destruction: Sun Conjunct Pluto and Mercury in Scorpio in the First House Vincent Cachero Jungian and Archetypal Studies, Pacifica Graduate Institute DJA 880: Archetypal Cosmology and Astrological Hermeneutics Dr. Safron Rossi June 17th, 2026 1 Living a Solar Myth of Creative Destruction: Sun Conjunct Pluto and Mercury in Scorpio in the First House Far-Shooter draws his silver bow, steadies the quiver, and delivers a piercing arrow through the monstrous she-dragon. The killing is quick, announcing the arrival of the solar god. Apollo stands upright over the dead Python as “the power of the piercing sun rotted the monster out” (Homer, 1970/2024, p. 198). Yet, he does not simply kill the serpent of the depths and move on to the next heroic conquest—another “monster” to slay—he atones for the murder. Sentenced to nine years of servitude on Earth, Apollo serves his time and returns to venerate the snake, "he sets up his shrine of Delphi over her former lair, and honours (or integrates) her by calling his oracular priestess the Pythia or Pythoness" (Greene, 1992, p. 110). The solar wisdom of the Oracle of Delphi is made possible by the chthonic depths it inhabits, revealing the sun’s ouroboric need for descent and return—a creative destruction that animates the art of becoming. What if the symbolic power of the stars reflects the orphic wisdom found at Delphi? As the sun gives way to night, stars emerge from the darkness to illuminate the unconscious depths of the cosmos, without and within.“Know thyself” was carved into the door of Apollo’s temple, as if one were stepping into a charted constellation of both personal history and future becoming. Still, these fateful prophecies were mercurial by nature. Liz Greene (1992) emphasizes the “Double-Tongued” aspect of Apollo’s oracle as each answer possessed an indeterminacy, and final interpretation was filtered through the lens of the recipient (p. 113). Archetypal cosmology approaches the stars with the same appreciation for paradox and uncertainty, revealing a multivalent archetypal depth to the cosmos that resonates both above and below. Richard Tarnas (2006) grounds archetypal astrology “on a conception of the cosmos as a coherent embodiment of creative intelligence, purpose, and meaning expressed through a 2 constant complex correspondence between astronomical patterns and human experience” (p. 73). As humans are not separate from but interwoven with the cosmos, Tarnas argues that the geometric relationships between the planets and stars tend to reflect an archetypal resonance in the individual’s psyche. Through a depth psychological lens, one can employ mythic and psychological amplifications of the natal chart as an astrological hermeneutic that both reveals the archetypal configurations of the cosmos and illuminates the individual’s psychic experience. This paper explores an uncanny correspondence in a signature of my birth chart (Appendix A) and my own lived experience: the Sun conjunct Pluto and Mercury in Scorpio in the First House. Through astrological, psychological, and mythic amplification, I highlight key components of this aspect that resonate with my own life experience. I then examine how this configuration has been enacted in my own life by living a myth of creative destruction, the very Apollonian paradox by which an odyssey of solar self-becoming necessitated its grounding in the chthonic depths of the unconscious. Astrological Symbolism and Psychological Amplification Archetypal cosmology is both a scholarly practice and an art form that explores the relationship between planetary configurations and the broader universal patterns of human experience. This particular style of astrology draws from Carl Jung’s theory of synchronicity, which posits a numinous “meaningful coincidence” between an outer, objective material event and the individual's corresponding inner, subjective psychological state (Jung, 1952/1969, p. 526). Through psychological and mythic perspectives, these synchronistic correspondences awaken the individual psyche to its relation with the cosmos. Contrary to the pop-astrology of modernity, Tarnas (2006) argues that archetypal astrology is “not concretely predictive but, rather, archetypally predictive” (p. 67). Just as the hands on a clock denote a moment in time, 3 planetary configurations are expressions of specific archetypal qualities at a given moment, not causally predictive mechanisms tugging at the puppet strings of human fate. He likens an astrological chart to an x-ray of the human soul, one’s daimon, that images the deepest forces orienting it (Tarnas, 2013, p. 16). Reading one’s natal chart thus requires a kaleidoscopic perspective that holds the tension between the various symbols involved: the planetary meanings, their geometric relationships (the aspects), and their specific placements within the cosmos at the time and location of one’s birth. Planets and Aspects: Sun–Pluto–Mercury in Conjunction The planets represent the primary archetypal forces of the chart. Jung (2018) compares astrology to the collective unconscious, in which the planets take on symbolic embodiment of the gods, expressions of archetypal forces embedded in the cosmos (p. 32). By treating the planets as archetypes, one recognizes their distinctive and formative principles that shape psychic experiences, thoughts, feelings, and patterned expressions. The specific qualities of the Sun, Pluto, and Mercury serve as prima materia for alchemical interaction within my chart. The Sun represents individual identity, personal will, and the vital impulse of creative energy that influences progression through life (Tarnas, 2006, pp. 89–90). Jung (2018) adds that it symbolizes the individual's libido and psychic life force, often personified in the solar myths of the archetypal hero (p. 51). As the hero myth is a symbolic metaphor for the transformation of consciousness and the human psyche’s journey toward maturation, the Sun is essential to one’s self-identity and the advancement of one's ever-long process of becoming. Pluto, an outer planet personified by Hades as the god of the Underworld, is commonly associated with power, depth, and instincts. It is explosive and libidinal, intensifying what it touches like a Dionysian force of destruction and transformation (Tarnas, 2006, p. 99). Pluto 4 governs a descent into the unconscious—if not by choice, by force—a reckoning with the instinctual forces that flow beneath the superficial exteriors of life. It spurs the cyclicality of death and rebirth. Pluto is the depths. Mercury possesses a quicksilver nature as a connective principle expressed through mind, thought, and communication (p. 90). It reasons, conceptualizes, and articulates the creative energy of the universe while presiding over transitions. Howard Sasportas (1993) proposes that it is the planet most aligned with Jung’s transcendent function, the ability to hold the tension of opposites for the emergence of a transcendent “third” (p. 23). The charm and wit of the trickster god Hermes are present in Mercury, which is concerned more with outcomes than moral standing. As a psychopomp, Hermes is the only god who can travel freely to the Underworld and return, presenting a natural alliance with Pluto. Mercury serves as the psyche's intellect and essential translating faculty, the bridgemaker and boundary-crosser of the cosmos. The conjunction of the Sun, Pluto, and Mercury in my natal chart marks a powerful dynamic of confluential energies. Sue Tompkins (1989) posits that the conjunction is the most powerful aspect in which planetary energies merge and act together. She maintains that the influence of the conjunction increases with proximity: “When exact, it’s rather like having two bells struck simultaneously: it’s difficult to differentiate the sound of either one” (p. 41). My natal chart reveals a highly charged Sun–Pluto conjunction practically fused at 0.02° of separation, evocative of the solar Apollo’s ties to the chthonic Python. Mercury lies just under two degrees away. Where conjuncted energies blend into one, there is an increasing tendency for the individual to fail to realize their potency, creating a blind spot that is often easy for others to see (p. 42). Just as a swelling wave leaves a powerful current, perhaps I have been relatively unaware of the wreckage produced in my wake, as I will explore in the reflective section of this 5 paper. The self (Sun), the Underworld (Pluto), and the mind (Mercury) arrive together as one, a triple conjunction magnified further by the placement in Scorpio in the First House. Zodiac Sign and House: Scorpio in the First House The twelve zodiac signs parallel archetypal qualities of consciousness at work in the psyche. A sign reflects a particular style or lens of perception that dresses the specific planet(s) placed in its domain. My triple conjunction is in Scorpio, a water sign that signals a penetrating intensity and a willingness to confront the darker, destructive forces intrinsic to human nature. Scorpios sustain a martial aggressiveness at the feeling level and seek transformation through experiences and relationships. My Sun in Scorpio suggests this dark intensity is crucial to my own transformative process of becoming. Robert Hand (1981) argues that planets in Scorpio are catalysts of transformation (p. 230) and directly addresses the resonance between Scorpio and Pluto: “Both are introverted symbols, being found in persons who are concerned with their inward state and who feel internal experiences intensely” (p. 229). This inward face echoes Sasportas’ (1993) thoughts on Mercury in Scorpio, functioning as “celestial instruction” to dig beneath the surface and explore everything at its deepest level (p. 42). Scorpio–Mercury is the deep thinker, the chess player who stays two steps ahead, the detective who relentlessly sniffs out clues in the dark. The Sun–Pluto–Mercury conjunct fused in Scorpio implies a sense of identity, transformation, and intellect rooted in and destined for the depths. This conjunction rests in the First House, the house of one’s personality and “face we present to the world” (Hand, 1981, p. 268). Of the twelve astrological houses, planets in the first become intertwined with the self through image, appearance, and outer personality. Where Scorpio–Pluto seeks the deeply internal transformations, the Sun in the first house directs these energies to the surface. This configuration evokes the Hawaiian goddess Pele, a volcano whose 6 flaming display is fueled by the depths within—a natural embodiment of creative destruction. Plutonic Transformation In her essay “Destruction as the Cause of Coming into Being” (1912/1994), Sabina Spielrein argues that the drive toward creation and the drive toward destruction are not opposites but dual faces of the same archetypal force. A central theme in the work is a comparison between the instinct for self-preservation and the preservation of the species. She asserts that self-preservation is a static drive that, while oriented toward transformative differentiation, maintains the inertia of a coherent ego-personality through its changes. The Sun in isolation, as an archetypal principle, echoes this static drive for self-preservation that carries the ego identity forward. Spielrein contrasts this with the instinctual preservation of the species that functions as a dynamic drive emerging as “the ‘resurrection’ of the individual in a new form. No change can take place without destruction of the former condition” (p. 174). Here, Spielrein provides the theoretical ground for what Pluto enacts in my chart: the creation of the new requires the destruction of the old, packaged in a dynamic, instinctual drive of Scorpionic intensity. Tarnas (2006) draws upon the Sun–Pluto dynamic in Friedrich Nietzsche’s chart as an example of what it means to identify with this dynamic drive and the endless flux of death, transformation, and rebirth. In his Dionysian quest for individual freedom, Nietzsche’s plunges into the depths of the unconscious, exemplified by the solar principle of the Sun as it “illuminates and heroically embodies the Plutonic principle, identifies with it, descends into it, is overcome by it and reborn through it” (Tarnas, 2006, p. 342). Not all outcomes are resurrections. Nietzsche’s final descent trapped him in madness, a Maenad stuck in Dionysian frenzy. In certain cases, a volcanic eruption of the unconscious can overpower the solar ego, suffocating its sunlight in falling ash. Beneath the frenzy lies another 7 shadow, one that refuses to honor the Plutonic transformation offered by the serpent. The hero becomes trapped in his armor and the soul remains hidden behind the persona. Nietzsche (1881/2011) already knew his fate: “The snake that does not shed its skin perishes” (p. 281). Mythic Symbolism and Amplification The Greeks ventured en masse to the temple of Apollo, seeking guidance from the Oracle at Delphi, for the Pythia’s profound wisdom was rooted not only in solar rationality but also in the chthonic depths below, and her prophecies carried the essence of the anima mundi, the world’s soul. Myth itself is the poetic language of the soul. Rather than speaking in literal or scientific terms, the psyche communicates its unconscious processes more effectively through the metaphorical images, stories, and figures found in myth. James Hillman (2005) asserts why psychology turns to mythology: “Mythic accounts are the most open, most exploratory, most suggestively subtle yet precise, allowing the soul the widest imagination for its complexes” (p. 133). Mythic language gives intelligible form to the archetypal forces shaping experience, bridging the depths of soul with the archetypal patterns of the cosmos that mirror them. Fittingly, Mercury personifies this mythological function as mediator to soul, connecting solar consciousness with the Plutonic depths. Hermes is a half-brother to Apollo, and, like most brothers, their bond is quarrelsome yet whole. Mere days after his birth, the mischievous Hermes devises a plan to seek recognition from the gods at Olympus, stealing his brother’s sacred cattle and cleverly reversing their tracks by “turning their front hooves backward and their back hooves frontward, while he himself walked backward” (Homer, 1970/2024, p. 38). During remediation with their father Zeus, the mercurial Hermes sings and plays his tortoise-shelled lyre, persuasively winning the favor of his opposition. Initially, Hermes saw through the tortoise to the instrument it could become, an invention crafted by Scorpionic intellect, someone who sees 8 beneath the surface. He strikes a bargain with Apollo and gifts him the instrument in return for a position of honor amongst the gods. This myth enacts “Mercury in Scorpio…a good schemer or strategist, a chess-player’s mind” (Sasportas, 1993, p. 42). The solar oracle and mercurial trickster are bound from the beginning, mirroring the Sun–Mercury conjunction. Beyond connection to the solar principle, Hermes–Mercury functioned as a psychopomp who shepherded souls to the Underworld. Citing Erin Sullivan, Sasportas (1993) maintains that Hermes “was the only god who could travel at will to Hades” representative of the “mercurial ability of the mind to descend into the depths of the unconscious in order to retrieve repressed or buried material, which can then be examined in the light of consciousness” (p. 20). There is an inherently Plutonian aspect to Hermes, the guide to, through, and back from the depths. Hades is the Greek god of the Underworld, yet Ereshkigal may be the oldest face of the Plutonic. The archaic Great Goddess of the Underworld requires an offering of one’s identity for admittance into her realm. Inanna descends to Ereshkigal’s underworld and must pass through the seven stages of the progressive stripping of her possessions at each gate, revealing the payment one must make to reach the depths. Ereshkigal’s forces are felt by the individual as devouring depression, the destructive-transformative side of the cosmic will (Greene, 1984, p. 40). The rape of Persephone also enacts this painful entry into the Underworld. Hades abducts the innocent maiden and claims her as his bride, yet she is granted freedom for six months each year and spends that time on Earth. Her cyclical residence in Earth’s light and the Underworld’s dark echoes the psychological death-rebirth dynamic of the depths. Her child is Dionysus, “both the cause and liberator from madness” (López-Pedraza, 2000/2018, p. 22), who personifies Spielrein’s dynamic drive. This Dionysian quality of dismemberment and re-formation, destruction/creation, descent/ascent, is a central theme of Homer’s The Odyssey. 9 The polytropos, many-sided Odysseus, is a solar hero who embodies all three principles simultaneously: Sun–Pluto–Mercury. Renowned for both his intelligence and his heroics, Odysseus conceived the Trojan Horse helping the Greeks sneak through the impenetrable walls of Troy to end the ten-year war. This is Mercury in Scorpio enacted on the battlefield. The Odyssey marks a ten-year nostos, Odysseus’ epic return voyage, rich in psychological material that emphasizes the one-sided solar hero’s death, rebirth, and reintegration into life. Hillman (1979) draws upon an important distinction between two categories of the archetypal hero: “it matters very much the way we descend. Ulysses and Aeneas…go down to learn from the underworld which re-visions their life in the upperworld. Hercules, however, goes down to take” (p. 112). Hercules violently descends—sword drawn—and returns unchanged. Guided by the fateful hands of Circe, Odysseus sheaths his sword before stepping into the Great Mystery and returns profoundly changed by the springs of the unconscious depths. The Sun, cloaked in Mercury, descends into Pluto and returns transformed by it. To me, The Odyssey is more than a myth; it is an archetypal blueprint that I have lived both consciously and unconsciously. Odysseus was my North Star. The following personal reflection serves to both amplify this solar myth and demonstrate its cosmic resonance as a signature of a Sun–Pluto–Mercury conjunct in Scorpio in the First House. The Sun’s Tirade: Living a Solar Myth of Creative Destruction I peer deeper into the mirror as my eyes are drawn to the shelf behind me, where Bernard Evslin’s Ulysses sits—the book that started it all. After a near-twenty-year odyssey of living abroad, I have finally returned to my home on the Hawaiian island of Oʻahu, reflecting in the very room where my childhood fantasies of heroic conquest first took hold. By the grace of the gods, that boy is fortunate to have weathered the raging seas and returned home as a man, a 10 husband, and a new father. Through the following account, I honor the gods—the cosmically aligned archetypes of my own odyssey. Circe and the Descent As if the Great Goddess herself demanded my attention, a fateful synchronicity arrived at the threshold. After years of wandering, lost without my formerly disciplined life as a professional athlete, a friend gifted me Madeline Miller’s Circe (2018). This read re-enchanted my psyche, both reframing my relationship with the powers of myth and the feminine principle itself, while reorienting my upward heroic trajectory down toward the depths. Reading this novel performed in my psyche the very function of Circe’s vital interaction with Odysseus, which I explored at length in my paper, “Temptress or Goddess: What Circe Reveals to the Heroic Ego” (Cachero, 2026). I argue that Circe’s complex four-faced nature—that of the Kore, Aphrodite, Athena, and Hecate—serves a crucial function in reorienting the heroic ego from being locked into solar one-sidedness into proper relationship with the psyche. Circe catalyzes what Campbell (1949/2008) emphasizes as the protagonist’s crucial descent: the archetypal hero must perform the paradoxical act of “self-achieved submission” to the deeper universal powers that renew life (Campbell, 1949/2008, pp. 14–15). The hero must sheath his sword for a true descent into the unconscious, where a Plutonic death, transformation, and rebirth can inspire psychic maturation. The Scorpionic Circe, solar by birth and chthonic by nature, sends the hero to the Underworld to be reborn from the depths. Sun–Pluto–Mercury manifested in both my favorite myth and in my lived experience. She arrived mere months before I started attending Pacifica Graduate Institute, which sits in Santa Barbara, the very city of my birth and a place I had always felt orphaned from, now calling me back for a second birth. It is in our studies of the depths that I have become more aware of my past and the archetypal patterns that guided my own odyssey. 11 Perhaps the easiest distinction was the decade of my life as a cagefighter—my Iliad. The Iliad: Wars and The Anomaly Odysseus was renowned not merely for his sword but for his sharpened mind. Mercury was the attribute that I admired most. Enamored by his creative wit in crafting the Trojan Horse, I recreated it in a LEGO shoebox assignment for elementary school. Ripples in my bedsheets formed the Trojan wall, a grand stage for the epic war that would ensue between my action figures. I compulsively played with my toys, re-enacting the gladiator games well into the eleventh grade, far longer than a boy is expected to be lost in fantasy. But sport gave me an arena to channel the hero’s competitive fire and embody his trials. For as long as I could remember, the solar myth of the hero has been embedded in my psyche, both in fantasy and in play. Pluto arrived. Fresh off university graduation, I shed years of academic work, graduating magna cum laude with a degree in finance, to pursue the solar fire of my daimon. The exposure to Joseph Campbell’s The Power of Myth in my senior year of college truly inspired me to “follow my bliss” as I traded in the suit and tie for leather gloves and the cage, becoming a mixed martial artist. At the time, Mixed Martial Arts (MMA) was a burgeoning sport still illegal in certain states. Villified as “human-cockfighting,” few saw through its surface-level appearance, yet I was deeply attracted to its Plutonic offering: a practice to channel libidinal power, play with instinctual destruction, and catalyze artistic creativity. MMA provided me with grounds for my own solar becoming: a man discovering himself through battle: mentally, physically, psychically, and soulfully. I consciously used Campbell’s monomyth as a blueprint for my fighting journey: thresholds, trials, allies, old wise men, enemies, and—my favorite—fighting dragons. I lived my heroic fantasy and became Odysseus. The arena itself was witnessed by all, as my own career served as a solar identification worn 12 visibly in the First House, that of the outward persona. Each fight became a dance with darkness, a Spielreinian death and rebirth in the forging of my fighter identity: Vince the Anomaly. The Cyclops: Hubris and the Fall The dream was over, but I was desperately clinging to my solar persona. Like Hercules unwilling to sheath his sword, I fought the death of my identity. My self-consuming desire to be known as an anomaly led me face-to-face with the cyclops, Polyphemus. Campbell (2013) identifies Odysseus hiding beneath the ram as a crucial moment of fusing himself to the solar identity (p. 165). In a moment of solar hubris, Odysseus triumphantly shouts his name to the defeated cyclops, an act that draws the wrath of Poseidon who makes the mortal hero pay for his transgression. Like Odysseus, I paid dearly for my solar hubris. Involved with a martial arts startup which had just received financial backing, my egoic/heroic complex activated: this is my second shot at greatness. I inflated into a manic episode and was justly terminated. The shame from my uncharacteristic outburst destroyed me as I fell into a multi-year depression. Suicidal thoughts plagued my days as I saw no way out of the Underworld. Like Inanna, I was forced to strip myself of these egoic ties and discover what Greene (1984) names as Pluto’s distinguishing mark: “The gradual loss of everything which one has previously used to define one's identity, and the 'bowing low' of humiliation, humility and eventual acceptance of something greater and more powerful than oneself” (p. 39). Pluto returned to devour my old skin. The Underworld Circe arrived to help gather the pieces from my Dionysian dismemberment, but this time the descent was chosen. Odysseus “sheathed [his] silver-studded sword” (Homer, 2018, p. 282) before the prophet Tiresias, an act of restraint that Hercules failed to accomplish. Campbell (2013) reads Tiresias, who transformed into a woman upon encountering copulating serpents, as 13 the embodiment of a hermaphroditic consciousness the solar hero must receive in the depths (p. 168). For Campbell, The Odyssey itself is the archetypal map of the hero who “has to be debriefed from his warrior attitude” (p. 160) and reintegrate the rejected feminine principle. His homecoming requires it. In cosmic language, the Sun descends into the Plutonic underworld where Mercury, the hermaphroditic psychopomp, facilitates a conjunctio oppositorum. Tireseas revealed a similar truth in my own descent, as I myself was caught in an entanglement of snakes. Potent psychic images of the snake-haired Medusa have plagued me since childhood, so much so that I fashioned her into a personal logo and t-shirt design, which I wore into the cage as a trophy of heroic conquest (Figure A1, Appendix B). The trophy revealed my wounding, as I have now come to understand Medusa as the rejected feminine that the hero refuses to look in the eyes, a realization emphasized in my paper, “Through Medusa’s Eyes: Reclaiming Eros in the Athlete’s Psyche” (Cachero, 2025b). The snake’s wisdom came through another image: Kobe Bryant, the Black Mamba, a fellow Sun conjunct Mercury whose “Mamba Mentality” weaponized Mercury in service of solar ambition. Five days before the biggest fight of my career, Pluto took Kobe in a helicopter crash. To the roars of the Los Angeles crowd, I walked out to the cage wearing the local legend’s jersey, won, and got signed to the Ultimate Fighting Championship, the highest level of the sport. My impossible dream came true while wearing the shed snakeskin of my hero (Figure A2, Appendix B). Yet, I realized a fault in my solar worship of Kobe: the severance of the feminine. I explored this relation in my paper, “Mamba and Me: A Depth Psychological Case Study of the Hero Complex and Masculinity in Sports” (Cachero, 2025a) Tiresias revealed a hidden depth to my longstanding entanglement with snake imagery in the form of my Medusa shirts and Mamba jersey: the serpent does not belong under the hero’s 14 sword but rather bears the chthonic wisdom he must learn to carry himself. It deserves an altar. Jung compares the serpent with the anima: Inasmuch as the serpent leads into the shadows, it has the function of the anima; it leads you into the depths, it connects the above and the below…The serpent is the personification of the tendency to go into the depths and to deliver oneself over to the alluring world of shadows. (Jung, 1989/2012, pp. 102–103). Hillman (1979) reads snake imagery as that of a sickened anima in putrefactio, the soul in pain from neglect (p. 147). Greene (2018) links the serpent to Hecate (p. 52), the same chthonic presence I encountered in Circe, and connects the Gorgon Medusa to the Plutonic Ereshkigal (Greene, 1984, p. 40). Above and below, solar and Plutonic, Medusa and Mamba, East and West—I was also born in the Chinese zodiac’s year of the snake. The stars align no matter which sky one reads, and they point me down toward the serpent. Plutonic Scars Long before the Trojan War, Circe, and the Underworld, Odysseus bore a Plutonic wound. A wild boar, an animal symbolic of the depths, gored him in his youth and scarred his thigh, which Hillman (2005) marked as wounding essential to his very essence (p. 229). My parents divorced when I was two, and my father moved to a different island, leaving me physically and emotionally isolated. Their severance marked a fundamental split in my psyche: half of me was unwanted, not good enough, not worthy. I was the wounded Telemachus searching for an archetypal Father, a projection whom I placed on anyone who bore the Sun–Pluto–Mercury signature: my Scorpio stepfather who shares my birthday, Sun–Mercury Kobe, Odysseus himself. Then, my younger brother, a half-brother, died when I was fifteen. I made an unspoken promise to live a life so great that he would live on through me, which I now 15 understand was a commitment to living my solar fire out loud, Apollo visible in the First House. From then on, I dueled with depression, sword drawn in my frequent visits to Pluto. This time, thanks to Circe, I sheathed it, marking the transition Hillman names as a movement from “only-puer consciousness, wounded and bleeding, to puer-et-senex consciousness, opened and scarred” (p. 233). Like Odysseus, a recognition of my Plutonic scars revealed my homecoming. A Return to the Beginning Odysseus arrives home twenty years after his departure. His loyal companion, a dog named Argos, recognizes his returned master, happily wags his tail, and dies. Nearly twenty years later, I am back home in my room next to Evslin’s Ulysses, mourning the recent passing of my boy whom we raised from puppyhood since the day I chose to fight. His name? Apollo. The god of the sun, who built his temple on the body of the serpent, was with me all along. The stars were written in me long before I knew how to read them. Perhaps if I had, I would have noticed that Dionysus shares time with his half-brother, presiding over the Delphic grounds during winter while Apollo takes leave. I glance at the ouroboros tattooed on my arm, the snake consuming its own tail, and recognize Sun–Pluto–Mercury in Scorpio in the First House, fated to descend and resurface in a recurring cycle of creative destruction. 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